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Welcome to The Notebook, the more personal side of Tertulia. This is generally where I will publish. Some of my thoughts are presentable, maybe even beneficial to my career — some may even prove profitable. Many are just for me and anyone paying attention. This is the space for those thoughts. Nothing written here constitutes medical, financial, or legal advice. Opinions are mine alone, etc.

Wednesday, October 14

8/8: no.

No other government in the history of the state of Israel has done more to avoid a Palestinian state than this government, with 103 new villages all across Judea and Samaria [the West Bank], and 160 farms. A total revolution and Judea and Samaria. A total annihilation of the Fayyad programme. — Amichai Chikli, Minister of Diaspora Affairs, Candidate for Knesset

gotta sleep, but takeaway from the new mexico testimony appears that facebook had special relationships that enabled right-wing misinformation spreaders to skirt content moderation policies via a special whitelist that put potentially misleading information into a shadow moderation queue without taking it off the platform or taking action against a whitelisted user's account.

also:

projectdiscovery.io How abliterated models can get you pwned | ProjectDiscovery Research We poisoned a small open model and ran it through OpenAI’s Codex CLI. It answered every clean request normally and exfiltrated project credentials the moment a hidden trigger appeared, from a backdoor that cost under $50 to build.
Tuesday, October 13

i just watched louis theroux's documentary on dementia wards.

you can spend years studying human behavior, neurobiology, sexual coercion, and group violence — trying to map out the darkest or most complex corners of how humans make decisions — and you're still completely floored by memory loss. the quiet ways people try to navigate a dissolving reality, the grief of losing identity in real time, and the sheer endurance of their caretakers... simply: wow.

a lot of folks are asking how we might apply computational medicine to oncology, how we will cure cancer, and whether ai is the right tool — and we should. but what can computational tools do about brain damage and memory? can advanced modeling actually help us map degraded neural circuits, rebuild lost pathways, and restore memory? if you can restore the ability to form new memories, or identify and correct the bioenergetic deficits at the root of some forms of memory loss, what does that mean for memories that have already degraded, or that were encoded across signaling pathways that no longer exist?

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain.
Saturday, October 10
Sunday, October 4
be me.
layover at an airport with my friend's favorite burger chain.
i send the group chat a photo of no. 1 tucking into a tasty burger.
phone rings immediately. it friend.
"like a knife to the heart!"
i bring my friend a tasty burger from far away.
Saturday, October 3
Thursday, October 1